I thought I could sleep early today just like last night but I couldnt. TIme check : It's 5.40am now and I've decided to blog right after my hindi movies. Well, tengok cerita Kuch Kuch Hota Hai, skrg pun feeling2 Kuch Kuch Hota Hai la. Thus the subject and this entry! heh. Along the movie, been texting with Busuk mushily. And nothing beats his reply. I managed to stop crying for the movie and gave a big big smile upon reading his reply.
Me: Sayang, kalau i jadi jam tangan.. u jadi ape?
Busuk: I will be the long and short hand. (nak speaking je matair aku ni!)
Me: Why plak?
Busuk: Cos everytime I can just revolve around u.
I was expecting him to answer
"i'll be the hand who wears it" .But i received a much stronger and deeper answer. Now tell me, how can i not love him and not sulk with him for so long?
I know and I believe that you're the only one who could entertain my nonsense. The one who goes along with my stupid jokes and craps. The one who's always being picked on. hehe. But you know right, i always have a purpose by doing so? =)

With regards to our conversation via sms earlier on before our mushy talks syg, I just wanna assure you that nothing like that is gonna happen. You're my boyfriend, and I'm your girlfriend.. and there's no way I could do sucha thing knowing that I've been loving you much. You should know me well enough by now syg. No matter how good looking, tall, cute, hot, sexy, nice or whatsover guys there are in this world that I ever come across or would come across.. Nothing's gonna change. Cos my heart is with you. I know there were times when we quarrelled, it only strengthens the bond. Even when at times, I said
'I give up'.. you know I didn't mean it. Cos if i do, i would have left you long before this. Same goes to
'I hate you'. Just so you know,
'benci tanda sayang' (only applies to when we're quarelling and joking k). Cos i know i'll tend to say that at times without realising. But deep inside, you should know!
MuchLOVE,
Fydah
Xoxo